Timing is everything, it seems.

Today, I ran across two awesome quotes that seemed to slap me in the face.

"Faith in God includes faith in His timing"

"We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"...

Ouch.


I always thought that by now, I'd be married to a wonderful man, and maybe have a child of my own. But maybe; because I want it so badly, it's eluding me. Patience is not a friend of mine. And, my faith feels flawed more and more, everyday. I see all kinds of people fall in and out of love all the time. People who go from relationship to relationship and people who find the love of their life at the drop of a dime. So, what's wrong with me? This is the question I ask over and over to myself. I'm a nice person, I know i'm not a beauty queen but, I know I'm pretty. I'm a good person, and I do everything in my power to help others. So why do I get over looked? Did I do something wrong in my past? Am I being punished for something?

It's hard to give up on something that you want so badly. But I suppose that I need to work on this and see where it takes me. I suppose acceptance is key. So I need to accept the things I cannot change and deal with what's in front of me. Life is too short to worry about selfish things but, it's a difficult thing to overcome. I guess I need to figure out a way.

Until next time....