Good.... No! Great things finally found me!

I can't say that I ever thought a New Year would start out as great as mine has. 28 years and I can finally say that.





I've found someone... He's everything i've ever looked for in a man and nothing like I ever expected. He makes me smile. He makes me whole. Everything just seems so right and that part scares the shit out of me. I just keep expecting something to blow up in my face. But I refuse to let that happen this time because of my stupidity. I've realized a few things in the past few days.. some, I won't share on here just yet. But, mainly...I'm trying not to get ahead of myself and hope that we're on the same page, taking it slow, one day/date at a time... it really hasn't been that long but, I learned to quit being scared. I honestly didn't believe there was one single man left on this planet that had values, morals, manners, a strong faith, honestly, I could go on.. but I won't. He's just.... amazing. When we're together, it feels like it's been that way for a while.. That gives me great hope.. So, since the 2nd of January, I've been walking on clouds higher than cloud 9... and i've had a permanent smile that hasn't gone away and I pray to God that it never does.







For my family:

I've been watching my sweet nephew grow up these past few weeks through videos and pictures, and I must say... This is hard. Probably one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with. I miss Mandy, Bubba and Colin so much and I know that there isn't anything any of us can do about it, and i'm okay with that. I just want to squeeze him and watch him grow... closer.. Haha..





Colin, always remember, Aunt Hannah loves you with every ounce of her heart. Everyday, I think about you and pray for you. We love you all and miss you more and more as each day passes. But, we're all staying stong and know that you'll be home eventually. And any time spent with ya'll, is better than no time at all. I love you, punkin, and I always will. MUAH

Love, Aunt Hannah